People will judge you no matter what. I know it’s horrible, but that’s the way it is. Everyone is so judgmental nowadays.
But in the end, ask yourself, would you rather they judge you for something you’re not than for something are?
I can’t even begin to imagine how hard it is for you to come out. To face such an environment, that does not accept you from the start…but isn’t it harder to pretend you’re something your not?
Your family will love you no matter what. Maybe your time to come out hasn’t come yet. You don’t seem ready to me. No matter what your reasons are, you have to be sure of it 100 percent. And right now you aren’t.
You’re none of those thing bigots call you. You’re not less worthy because you’re gay. You are important and you are perfect the way you are. They are the ones who have a problem, not you. They are the ones who need changing, not you.
I love you. You’re amazing. You’re stronger than you think. People who are important will support you. Whoever doesn’t support you, was never important to begin with.